I Played for Man City and Arsenal – But I’m Only Loyal to One of My Former Teams

Few players have had the privilege of representing both Manchester City and Arsenal—two of England’s biggest clubs—but not all of them walk away with equal affection for both. In the case of a former star who has donned the shirts of both teams, the loyalty remains with only one. Despite winning silverware with City, the emotional bond with Arsenal has never wavered.

This player’s journey from Arsenal to Manchester City was far from a personal choice. He had envisioned himself staying in North London for many more years, but circumstances beyond his control forced a departure. When City came knocking with a tempting offer, Arsenal made it clear that they were willing to let him go, despite his desire to stay.

It’s a story that has played out numerous times in football—loyalty from a player doesn’t always guarantee loyalty in return. Arsenal, facing financial constraints and strategic restructuring, saw an opportunity in selling him. While it benefited the club’s transfer plans, it left the player feeling abandoned.

At Manchester City, the transition was challenging. Adjusting to a new club, a different tactical approach, and a set of teammates who had already built chemistry required patience. However, his talent ensured he became an important part of the squad. He adapted, contributed to crucial moments, and, in the process, helped City win two major trophies.

Winning titles at the Etihad should have cemented his place in City’s history, yet something always felt missing. The celebrations, while special, lacked the deep emotional connection he had felt during his time at Arsenal. Even with medals around his neck, the longing for North London never disappeared.

Every footballer dreams of winning trophies, but for many, playing for a club that feels like home is just as important. For this former star, Arsenal was home. The memories of playing at the Emirates, the bond with the fans, and the culture of the club meant more than the success he later achieved at City.

Despite playing under one of the most successful managers in football history at City, his heart remained tied to the club where he first made a name for himself. He never publicly voiced his disappointment at being forced out of Arsenal, but those close to him knew he had never truly wanted to leave.

City fans welcomed him, and he respected the club’s ambition and professionalism. Yet, he never felt the same passion for the badge as he did when wearing Arsenal’s iconic red and white. While he gave his all on the pitch, the emotional connection simply wasn’t there.

Even after leaving Manchester City, he remained vocal about his admiration for Arsenal. Watching their games, celebrating their victories, and feeling their losses deeply—his loyalty had never been in doubt. City had provided success, but Arsenal had given him purpose.

Football is often about timing and decisions made beyond a player’s control. Had Arsenal fought to keep him, perhaps he would have spent his entire career there. But football is also about adaptation, and despite his emotional struggles, he remained a professional at City, giving his best every time he stepped onto the pitch.

His reflections on his career show a man who respects his achievements but also carries a sense of unfinished business. He does not regret winning titles at City, but he knows his heart always belonged elsewhere. The fans who adored him at Arsenal still see him as one of their own, and he cherishes that.

To this day, whenever Arsenal and City face off, there is no internal conflict. He knows exactly where his loyalty lies. While he respects City and acknowledges their success, his support is unwaveringly for the club that shaped him.

Loyalty in football is a rare thing, especially in a modern era driven by transfers and financial incentives. But some players never forget where they truly belong. Despite all he achieved at Manchester City, Arsenal remains his true footballing home.

His story serves as a reminder that success does not always equate to happiness. Medals may shine, but the feeling of belonging, of being truly appreciated by a club and its fans, is priceless. For this former Arsenal and City player, there was never any doubt—his heart was, and always will be, with Arsenal.